Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Blogging is the only way.....

I use to diagree ppl blogging, thinking it as a watse of time. But currently i know, this is the only way for me to express my feeling. I cant find my parents neither can i find my leaders. I try to find God b4 but somehow my heart is not fully open to Him. What ever i wan express is just not right to let anyone to see. Thast y i really hope no one will see my post.

I m a simple person. Just wan to have a normal life like many many of my friends. Ever since from 1 i started knowing that God have give me a special talent. That is to b a councellor to my friends. Many many time i help ppl in thier love life, relationship and family issue but some how when it come to my matter i m just a total failure.

When ever my friends wan find someone to express thier feeling, i ll always put them first n lend my shoulder to them, but when i m down, sad n feel like crying, i will just scroll down my phone n in the end let my sorrow bury deeep down in my heart.

So finally here i m, blogging my way through... I cant write a diary as i scared my parents or friends ll see. NOw all i realy hope is this blogging mattered can b my storing bottle, keeping all my secrets n thoughts without anyone confronting me.

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